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loloteheSession Start (AIM - asmoduce:Erichtheholy): Wed Jan 07 16:24:25 2004
Erichtheholy: heya
Asmoduce: hey there
*** Auto-response from Erichtheholy: I'm at work. . .which is not all that bad these days, almost a good thing really. :)
Asmoduce: heh, nice auto response
Erichtheholy: woah, you're really there :)
Asmoduce: yup yup
Erichtheholy: I always forget that thing :)
Asmoduce: and happy too... I will be getting unemployment after all
Erichtheholy: sweet!! :)
Asmoduce: yup yup
Erichtheholy: I needed someone to vent to, and saw you online.. feel up to lending an ear?
Asmoduce: shoot
Erichtheholy: William got a job at my company in ENI.. and he hates it. Now he's miserable and I feel like he's wanting to quit.. and I'm scared :(
Asmoduce: scared?
Asmoduce: CUASE HE MAY QUIT?
Asmoduce: sorry, finger slipped
Erichtheholy: yeah.. he wouldn't get unemployment.. so we'd lose the cars.. or at least one.. and my credit's already trashed since he's been unemployed for 7 months
Asmoduce: well, I don't think he would drop the job... but, get himself fired... maybe
Erichtheholy: He's talkin like he's gonna quit... at lunch he said "it's pointless to go back" and ... oh hell.. I dunno.. I'm probably being paranoid
Erichtheholy: And this place will fight unemployment hard
Erichtheholy: If he gets himself fired, unless he gets laid off, they will fight it
Erichtheholy: *sigh*
Asmoduce: maybe... one thing to do, and, this IS underhanded, bring him around people like Kristen and Mila... they will talk him up, with how he is the only person that really really wants a job, and, is willing to keep at a job...
Asmoduce: peer pressure and all that
Erichtheholy: sneaky.. I can try it :)
Erichtheholy: thanks *hugs*
Erichtheholy: you're one of the few people I feel safe venting to anymore
Asmoduce: build up the public perception (as he would see it), and, he won't let those that view him like that down... that's how he works... hell, that is how most MEN work...
Asmoduce: thanks babe
Asmoduce: I guess I am a "safe" venting zone...
Erichtheholy: :)
Asmoduce: oh, be carefull
Erichtheholy: ?
Asmoduce: if he does drop it, evemn after having people do the, "you so great, you really wanna work, you da man!", he could get himself into a depressive cycle the likes of which you have only had nightmares about...
Erichtheholy: owwie... it's pretty bad already though. he cried on my shoulder today
Asmoduce: well, he isn't "ready" to be back at work, let a lone at a place that is shite... it will be damn ruff for a while...
Erichtheholy: *nod*
Erichtheholy: thanks for being here
Asmoduce: sooo, how does one make things "OK" for Will, to make the job stuff not so important???
Asmoduce: that is what ya gotta do no matter what
Asmoduce: hey, somebodies gotta be here, right?
Erichtheholy: hmmm I could take him out to lizard lounge
Erichtheholy: :)
Asmoduce: well, yeah
Erichtheholy: Eh, I've spent a lot of my life with having nobody, so I appriciate it when I get it
Asmoduce: I think more, take care to make home as relaxing as possible, make things "perfect" for him... for a while... even if, hell, especially if, it means bitting your tongue
Erichtheholy: heh, I've been doing that a lot over the past few months
Erichtheholy: I'll keep with the rest of it though :)
Asmoduce: one of the reasons it has been so hard for me to keep work, when I have worked for crap companies, is because I felt totally unsupported in the areas I needed, at home...
Asmoduce: how about you? how are YOUR stress levels doing???
Erichtheholy: hmm well I've been doing a lot of housework, even when he wasn't employed... I cook for him every night..
Asmoduce: hrrrrrmmmmm
Erichtheholy: Me? I'm surviving.. I have the flu, so I'm a little emotionally unstable at the moment
Erichtheholy: I tend to be at my weakest when I'm sick
Asmoduce: flu=bad
Erichtheholy: yeah, been off work sick yesterday and today so no one would get it at work
Asmoduce: ick
Asmoduce: well, how is your stress level??? are you doing ok???
Erichtheholy: Better now I'm talking to you :)
Erichtheholy: it really helps to get to talk it out
Asmoduce: heh, that's right, 10 minutes worht of words in boxes makes it all better huh??? I understand the sentiment
Erichtheholy: hey, when I've been refusing to let my guard down with anyone lately, it really does help
Asmoduce: why keep your gaurd up??? is this towards everybody, or, just "strangers"?
Erichtheholy: Just everybody... I'm not sure exactly why
Erichtheholy: When I'm broke, I tend to curl in around myself... and I haven't been anything but broke lately
Asmoduce: how about... you are stressed out cause of the situational issues between you, will, and the finincese in general, and, ya don't want people to look "down" on you, for not being quite so able to be "OK" with will's unemployment???
Asmoduce: hard for you to find "happy things" when you are broke, right?
Erichtheholy: Yeah.. and I hate having to turn people down on going out when I'm broke.. and don't want everyone to pity me and get me stuff and take me places
Erichtheholy: yup
Asmoduce: well, there is a point whemn you have to be willing to let someone else pick up the tab... especially if they are tryin ta get ya out and make ya smile...
Erichtheholy: I will occasionally... I just don't like to do it often
Asmoduce: I can understand totally
Asmoduce: it is hard for women to deal with the no money, questionable stability thing...
Erichtheholy: want to come over after I'm better and hang out? watch anime? celebrate being poor?
Erichtheholy: *nodnodnod*
Asmoduce: heh, maybe... when?
Erichtheholy: we're off on weekends.. so anytime on the weekend?
Asmoduce: ok, we will see
Erichtheholy: thanks
Erichtheholy: Oh... want to hear something mildly amusing?
Asmoduce: so, back to the hidden issue(your stress levels), how do you deal with things, becides curling up and , ummm, hiding...
Asmoduce: yes, give me something to chuckle bout
Erichtheholy: My bro in law called me asking me to come over and remove a virus from his computer
Asmoduce: heh, ok...
Erichtheholy: so, I went over there... unfortunately for me.. he didn't tell me his mouse was broken
Asmoduce: why couldn't he do it???
Asmoduce: ah ha!
Erichtheholy: He's computer illiterate
Asmoduce: but, not that bad...
Asmoduce: I thought... oh well
Erichtheholy: yeah.. so imagine poor little me, trying to download and install AGV cause he managed to uninstall McAffee with NO mouse.. *sigh*
Erichtheholy: If it wasn't mildly amusing.. I would have thrown his computer out the window
Asmoduce: he got through an install with no mouse... he is illeterate... only comp illeterates are that lucky...
Erichtheholy: I think he managed to remove McAffee before he broke his mouse :) But man.. it was funny listening to his excuses.. "the DSL guy did it"
Asmoduce: the dslguy did it????
Asmoduce: how long has he been going witjhout a mouse???
Erichtheholy: Yeah.. he tried to claim the DSL guy.. (from 4 - 5 months ago) uninstalled McAffee
Asmoduce: wow... ummm, ok...
Erichtheholy: yeah......... I tried not to laugh at him
Asmoduce: is it "wrong" to look at home made almost-porn that features someone you almost hate... espicially if it is on a server inna "blind" floder, that the admin doesn't know you have access to???
Erichtheholy: *blink* sounds like it would be fun to laugh at
Asmoduce: well, here is the problem... I see the shots with her face in them, and, it reminds me of her voice, and, I wanna click away beforee the image even fully loads...
Asmoduce: but, if it is her from about the waiste down(espicially from behind) I forget all bout how miuch I dislike this girl, and, start having urges all bout doing very bad things to her...
Erichtheholy: hehe.. well... hmmm you could edit out her face?
Asmoduce: naaaaaa, all of those are primarily breasts up... and, I am not a breast fan... sooo, what would be the point???
Erichtheholy: hmm well edit everthing out but the good stuff :)
Asmoduce: hehe, no no, the problme is, I don't wanna admit to liking any of it, and, if I spent the time editing, and saving, I would have to admit something...
Erichtheholy: hmm sounds like you need to find some better porn to take your mind off of it
Asmoduce: hehe, not even trying ta find pron, which is why this is all so amusing...
Asmoduce: I was stumbling round the server looking for gaming stuff...
Erichtheholy: *giggle*
Asmoduce: ya see???
Erichtheholy: yup :)
Asmoduce: anyways... I am a goon
Asmoduce: so, what were we talking bout before I went off into self hating porn land???
Erichtheholy: That's ok.. most of us are
Erichtheholy: I was tellin you about my bro-in-law being silly
Erichtheholy: since William will defend him if I tell him :)
Asmoduce: heh, of course he will, duh, blood and all that
Erichtheholy: well yeah.. but it's hard.. I have fun making fun of my sis when she's being stupid
Asmoduce: yeah, but, kinda different for you...
Erichtheholy: I know, I'm weird
Erichtheholy: :)
Asmoduce: well, we keep dodging it... how are you dealing???
Erichtheholy: ack, sorry for the delay, mom called
Asmoduce: no biggie
Erichtheholy: She forgot my birthday was the 25th!
Erichtheholy: lol
Erichtheholy: she thought it was today
Asmoduce: heh
Asmoduce: speaking of, plans?
Erichtheholy: I'm dealing.. it's hard on me when he's down
Erichtheholy: Nope... don't have any
Asmoduce: hrrrrmmmm
Asmoduce: any ideas?
Asmoduce: any "wants"?
Erichtheholy: not to do nothing :)
Asmoduce: ummm, ok, so, something is the idea?
Erichtheholy: specifically, no.. not really. It's friggan superbowl sunday, which is usually a miserable day to have a birthday
Erichtheholy: Yeah! :)
Asmoduce: naaaa, you can have your own "superbowl"... make it the championship anne day?
Erichtheholy: lol.. nah :) I don't want anyone to go to any trouble
Asmoduce: yeah yeah, no trouble, I don't need anything, I don't wanna make a fuss...
Erichtheholy: :P Ok.. then what I want is to not have to cook, heh
Asmoduce: well, there we go, that's "somewthing"
Erichtheholy: Hmm maybe I can convince William to try to make me chicken and dumplings.. mmmmm
Asmoduce: there ya go, that's what I am talking bout...
Erichtheholy: :)
Erichtheholy: geez.. now my sister just called.. they worry too much
Asmoduce: well, they care... it's called family... I think...
Asmoduce: ok, I am outta here... gonna meet up with Roman, do some guy talking bout cars and stuff...
Erichtheholy: ok.. thanks again :) *hugs*
Asmoduce: no problem babe
Asmoduce: see ya
Erichtheholy: later!
Session Close (Erichtheholy): Wed Jan 07 17:24:10 2004
Erichtheholy: heya
Asmoduce: hey there
*** Auto-response from Erichtheholy: I'm at work. . .which is not all that bad these days, almost a good thing really. :)
Asmoduce: heh, nice auto response
Erichtheholy: woah, you're really there :)
Asmoduce: yup yup
Erichtheholy: I always forget that thing :)
Asmoduce: and happy too... I will be getting unemployment after all
Erichtheholy: sweet!! :)
Asmoduce: yup yup
Erichtheholy: I needed someone to vent to, and saw you online.. feel up to lending an ear?
Asmoduce: shoot
Erichtheholy: William got a job at my company in ENI.. and he hates it. Now he's miserable and I feel like he's wanting to quit.. and I'm scared :(
Asmoduce: scared?
Asmoduce: CUASE HE MAY QUIT?
Asmoduce: sorry, finger slipped
Erichtheholy: yeah.. he wouldn't get unemployment.. so we'd lose the cars.. or at least one.. and my credit's already trashed since he's been unemployed for 7 months
Asmoduce: well, I don't think he would drop the job... but, get himself fired... maybe
Erichtheholy: He's talkin like he's gonna quit... at lunch he said "it's pointless to go back" and ... oh hell.. I dunno.. I'm probably being paranoid
Erichtheholy: And this place will fight unemployment hard
Erichtheholy: If he gets himself fired, unless he gets laid off, they will fight it
Erichtheholy: *sigh*
Asmoduce: maybe... one thing to do, and, this IS underhanded, bring him around people like Kristen and Mila... they will talk him up, with how he is the only person that really really wants a job, and, is willing to keep at a job...
Asmoduce: peer pressure and all that
Erichtheholy: sneaky.. I can try it :)
Erichtheholy: thanks *hugs*
Erichtheholy: you're one of the few people I feel safe venting to anymore
Asmoduce: build up the public perception (as he would see it), and, he won't let those that view him like that down... that's how he works... hell, that is how most MEN work...
Asmoduce: thanks babe
Asmoduce: I guess I am a "safe" venting zone...
Erichtheholy: :)
Asmoduce: oh, be carefull
Erichtheholy: ?
Asmoduce: if he does drop it, evemn after having people do the, "you so great, you really wanna work, you da man!", he could get himself into a depressive cycle the likes of which you have only had nightmares about...
Erichtheholy: owwie... it's pretty bad already though. he cried on my shoulder today
Asmoduce: well, he isn't "ready" to be back at work, let a lone at a place that is shite... it will be damn ruff for a while...
Erichtheholy: *nod*
Erichtheholy: thanks for being here
Asmoduce: sooo, how does one make things "OK" for Will, to make the job stuff not so important???
Asmoduce: that is what ya gotta do no matter what
Asmoduce: hey, somebodies gotta be here, right
Erichtheholy: hmmm I could take him out to lizard lounge
Erichtheholy: :)
Asmoduce: well, yeah
Erichtheholy: Eh, I've spent a lot of my life with having nobody, so I appriciate it when I get it
Asmoduce: I think more, take care to make home as relaxing as possible, make things "perfect" for him... for a while... even if, hell, especially if, it means bitting your tongue
Erichtheholy: heh, I've been doing that a lot over the past few months
Erichtheholy: I'll keep with the rest of it though :)
Asmoduce: one of the reasons it has been so hard for me to keep work, when I have worked for crap companies, is because I felt totally unsupported in the areas I needed, at home...
Asmoduce: how about you? how are YOUR stress levels doing???
Erichtheholy: hmm well I've been doing a lot of housework, even when he wasn't employed... I cook for him every night..
Asmoduce: hrrrrrmmmmm
Erichtheholy: Me? I'm surviving.. I have the flu, so I'm a little emotionally unstable at the moment
Erichtheholy: I tend to be at my weakest when I'm sick
Asmoduce: flu=bad
Erichtheholy: yeah, been off work sick yesterday and today so no one would get it at work
Asmoduce: ick
Asmoduce: well, how is your stress level??? are you doing ok???
Erichtheholy: Better now I'm talking to you :)
Erichtheholy: it really helps to get to talk it out
Asmoduce: heh, that's right, 10 minutes worht of words in boxes makes it all better huh??? I understand the sentiment
Erichtheholy: hey, when I've been refusing to let my guard down with anyone lately, it really does help
Asmoduce: why keep your gaurd up??? is this towards everybody, or, just "strangers"?
Erichtheholy: Just everybody... I'm not sure exactly why
Erichtheholy: When I'm broke, I tend to curl in around myself... and I haven't been anything but broke lately
Asmoduce: how about... you are stressed out cause of the situational issues between you, will, and the finincese in general, and, ya don't want people to look "down" on you, for not being quite so able to be "OK" with will's unemployment???
Asmoduce: hard for you to find "happy things" when you are broke, right?
Erichtheholy: Yeah.. and I hate having to turn people down on going out when I'm broke.. and don't want everyone to pity me and get me stuff and take me places
Erichtheholy: yup
Asmoduce: well, there is a point whemn you have to be willing to let someone else pick up the tab... especially if they are tryin ta get ya out and make ya smile...
Erichtheholy: I will occasionally... I just don't like to do it often
Asmoduce: I can understand totally
Asmoduce: it is hard for women to deal with the no money, questionable stability thing...
Erichtheholy: want to come over after I'm better and hang out? watch anime? celebrate being poor?
Erichtheholy: *nodnodnod*
Asmoduce: heh, maybe... when?
Erichtheholy: we're off on weekends.. so anytime on the weekend?
Asmoduce: ok, we will see
Erichtheholy: thanks
Erichtheholy: Oh... want to hear something mildly amusing?
Asmoduce: so, back to the hidden issue(your stress levels), how do you deal with things, becides curling up and , ummm, hiding...
Asmoduce: yes, give me something to chuckle bout
Erichtheholy: My bro in law called me asking me to come over and remove a virus from his computer
Asmoduce: heh, ok...
Erichtheholy: so, I went over there... unfortunately for me.. he didn't tell me his mouse was broken
Asmoduce: why couldn't he do it???
Asmoduce: ah ha!
Erichtheholy: He's computer illiterate
Asmoduce: but, not that bad...
Asmoduce: I thought... oh well
Erichtheholy: yeah.. so imagine poor little me, trying to download and install AGV cause he managed to uninstall McAffee with NO mouse.. *sigh*
Erichtheholy: If it wasn't mildly amusing.. I would have thrown his computer out the window
Asmoduce: he got through an install with no mouse... he is illeterate... only comp illeterates are that lucky...
Erichtheholy: I think he managed to remove McAffee before he broke his mouse :) But man.. it was funny listening to his excuses.. "the DSL guy did it"
Asmoduce: the dslguy did it????
Asmoduce: how long has he been going witjhout a mouse???
Erichtheholy: Yeah.. he tried to claim the DSL guy.. (from 4 - 5 months ago) uninstalled McAffee
Asmoduce: wow... ummm, ok...
Erichtheholy: yeah......... I tried not to laugh at him
Asmoduce: is it "wrong" to look at home made almost-porn that features someone you almost hate... espicially if it is on a server inna "blind" floder, that the admin doesn't know you have access to???
Erichtheholy: *blink* sounds like it would be fun to laugh at
Asmoduce: well, here is the problem... I see the shots with her face in them, and, it reminds me of her voice, and, I wanna click away beforee the image even fully loads...
Asmoduce: but, if it is her from about the waiste down(espicially from behind) I forget all bout how miuch I dislike this girl, and, start having urges all bout doing very bad things to her...
Erichtheholy: hehe.. well... hmmm you could edit out her face?
Asmoduce: naaaaaa, all of those are primarily breasts up... and, I am not a breast fan... sooo, what would be the point???
Erichtheholy: hmm well edit everthing out but the good stuff :)
Asmoduce: hehe, no no, the problme is, I don't wanna admit to liking any of it, and, if I spent the time editing, and saving, I would have to admit something...
Erichtheholy: hmm sounds like you need to find some better porn to take your mind off of it
Asmoduce: hehe, not even trying ta find pron, which is why this is all so amusing...
Asmoduce: I was stumbling round the server looking for gaming stuff...
Erichtheholy: *giggle*
Asmoduce: ya see???
Erichtheholy: yup :)
Asmoduce: anyways... I am a goon
Asmoduce: so, what were we talking bout before I went off into self hating porn land???
Erichtheholy: That's ok.. most of us are
Erichtheholy: I was tellin you about my bro-in-law being silly
Erichtheholy: since William will defend him if I tell him :)
Asmoduce: heh, of course he will, duh, blood and all that
Erichtheholy: well yeah.. but it's hard.. I have fun making fun of my sis when she's being stupid
Asmoduce: yeah, but, kinda different for you...
Erichtheholy: I know, I'm weird
Erichtheholy: :)
Asmoduce: well, we keep dodging it... how are you dealing???
Erichtheholy: ack, sorry for the delay, mom called
Asmoduce: no biggie
Erichtheholy: She forgot my birthday was the 25th!
Erichtheholy: lol
Erichtheholy: she thought it was today
Asmoduce: heh
Asmoduce: speaking of, plans?
Erichtheholy: I'm dealing.. it's hard on me when he's down
Erichtheholy: Nope... don't have any
Asmoduce: hrrrrmmmm
Asmoduce: any ideas?
Asmoduce: any "wants"?
Erichtheholy: not to do nothing :)
Asmoduce: ummm, ok, so, something is the idea?
Erichtheholy: specifically, no.. not really. It's friggan superbowl sunday, which is usually a miserable day to have a birthday
Erichtheholy: Yeah! :)
Asmoduce: naaaa, you can have your own "superbowl"... make it the championship anne day?
Erichtheholy: lol.. nah :) I don't want anyone to go to any trouble
Asmoduce: yeah yeah, no trouble, I don't need anything, I don't wanna make a fuss...
Erichtheholy: :P Ok.. then what I want is to not have to cook, heh
Asmoduce: well, there we go, that's "somewthing"
Erichtheholy: Hmm maybe I can convince William to try to make me chicken and dumplings.. mmmmm
Asmoduce: there ya go, that's what I am talking bout...
Erichtheholy: :)
Erichtheholy: geez.. now my sister just called.. they worry too much
Asmoduce: well, they care... it's called family... I think...
Asmoduce: ok, I am outta here... gonna meet up with Roman, do some guy talking bout cars and stuff...
Erichtheholy: ok.. thanks again :) *hugs*
Asmoduce: no problem babe
Asmoduce: see ya
Erichtheholy: later!
Session Close (Erichtheholy): Wed Jan 07 17:24:10 2004
