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loloteheSession Start (Yahoo! - phil_bishop2002:anyla_walker): Wed Jul 02 11:18:00 2003
anyla_walker: hey
phil_bishop2002: morning
anyla_walker: If you need me, you should have the number so call.
anyla_walker: bleh
phil_bishop2002: well, Mila and I are looking into what our insurance covers, shrink wise
anyla_walker: cool
phil_bishop2002: maybe...
phil_bishop2002: I am scared shitless
anyla_walker: *hugs*
phil_bishop2002: thanks
phil_bishop2002: this says it best...
phil_bishop2002: needless to say, I am as scared as a 12 year old school girl, walking the halls of a japanime convention, in her catholic shool uniform...
phil_bishop2002: what I said to Kristen about it earlier
anyla_walker: umm...alright
phil_bishop2002: this shit really really scares me
anyla_walker: i know hon...it will be ok
phil_bishop2002: all my experiences with this medical "field" have led to bad, bad things happening
anyla_walker: time to have good ones
phil_bishop2002: I hope
anyla_walker: brb...coffee and smoke hon
phil_bishop2002: ok
anyla_walker: back
phil_bishop2002: front
phil_bishop2002: side to side
anyla_walker: bottom top
anyla_walker: *hugs*
phil_bishop2002: I am out of it babe
anyla_walker: is ok
anyla_walker: i'm hoping coffee will help me
phil_bishop2002: heh... Kristen shoiuld be over here soon, we will be talking for a while
anyla_walker: cool? good thing?
phil_bishop2002: should be... she is gonna try and help me work thro this shit... so I can go forward...
anyla_walker: which shit?
phil_bishop2002: this seeing a shrink thing...
phil_bishop2002: I went "manic" this morning
anyla_walker: fun...
phil_bishop2002: the weight of the desision hit me like a ton of bricks thois morning
anyla_walker: what did you do?
phil_bishop2002: just bounced, inna bad way
phil_bishop2002: I actually found myself walking in circles, talking to myself...
phil_bishop2002: it was kind of scary, actually
anyla_walker: *nod* i can see that
phil_bishop2002: it was bad...
anyla_walker: sorry hon
phil_bishop2002: well, I have to get over this...
anyla_walker: yea and you will
phil_bishop2002: yup yup... i just may go, danger to himself and others, crazy, before then...
anyla_walker: ick
anyla_walker: i dunno about that
phil_bishop2002: that is what i am afraid of
anyla_walker: *nod*
anyla_walker: so you are gonna do this thing, eh?
phil_bishop2002: yup... that is the plan
anyla_walker: should be a good thing
phil_bishop2002: I hope, I really do...
phil_bishop2002: if this goes badly, it will prolly brake me in ways I don't even want to contemplate
anyla_walker: well then....we wont let it go badly
phil_bishop2002: riiight, we will see...
anyla_walker: not a whole i can do hon other than encourage and hug...
phil_bishop2002: well, yeah...
phil_bishop2002: couse, I like some of the "therapy" we have had
anyla_walker: heh :)
anyla_walker: if only that could fix it all..
phil_bishop2002: yeah... but, it does help give me the confidence to at least contemplate this...
phil_bishop2002: brb
anyla_walker: k
phil_bishop2002: wow... I weigh 213
anyla_walker: ah damn you
phil_bishop2002: heh
anyla_walker: not too long...not too long
phil_bishop2002: till the 210? hell, I may drop under that
anyla_walker: not you *sniff*
phil_bishop2002: huh???
anyla_walker: til i am there/under
phil_bishop2002: ahhhh
anyla_walker: yep yep
phil_bishop2002: I wanna get under 200... I tghink it would be fabulous
anyla_walker: if i can i wanna hit around 165-170
phil_bishop2002: yuo can hit that easy... well, it will take some work, but, you can...
anyla_walker: i know
phil_bishop2002: my buddy clay is down from 240-ish to 210...
phil_bishop2002: he started 3 months ago...
anyla_walker: if things continue it shouldnt take me that long
phil_bishop2002: he is 5'8"
anyla_walker: hell...it took me around three weeks for twenty and a couple
phil_bishop2002: not bad, keep it up...
anyla_walker: yep yep
phil_bishop2002: are you 6 foot+?
anyla_walker: nope *pout* one inch away
anyla_walker: why?
phil_bishop2002: I thought you were 6 foot... oh well
anyla_walker: why?
phil_bishop2002: talking to Clay about the "body work" the three of us have been doing
phil_bishop2002: he is impressed
anyla_walker: cool
anyla_walker: well i gotta go..shower and all that...*sigh* call me later and lemme know how you are doin?
phil_bishop2002: (Link: http://www.cagedcanuck.com/Clayton,%20Marc,%20Kim.JPG)http://www.cagedcanuck.com/Clayton,%20Marc,%20Kim.JPG
phil_bishop2002: he is the one on the left
anyla_walker: he looks familar
phil_bishop2002: one of my buds from way back, hung with me and Gavin.. hell, gavin lived witgh him
anyla_walker: *shrug* any number of things
anyla_walker: but i do gotta go....later hon
phil_bishop2002: see ya
Session Close (anyla_walker): Wed Jul 02 12:09:12 2003
Session Start (Yahoo! - phil_bishop2002:anyla_walker): Wed Jul 02 12:41:33 2003
anyla_walker: argh...i am a walking ad
anyla_walker: nike shoes, polo pants and a tommy shirt....shoot me
phil_bishop2002: hehehehehe
anyla_walker: If you need me, you should have the number so call.
phil_bishop2002: could be worse...
phil_bishop2002: have fun at school
anyla_walker: yep yep
Session Close (anyla_walker): Wed Jul 02 12:45:28 2003
anyla_walker: hey
phil_bishop2002: morning
anyla_walker: If you need me, you should have the number so call.
anyla_walker: bleh
phil_bishop2002: well, Mila and I are looking into what our insurance covers, shrink wise
anyla_walker: cool
phil_bishop2002: maybe...
phil_bishop2002: I am scared shitless
anyla_walker: *hugs*
phil_bishop2002: thanks
phil_bishop2002: this says it best...
phil_bishop2002: needless to say, I am as scared as a 12 year old school girl, walking the halls of a japanime convention, in her catholic shool uniform...
phil_bishop2002: what I said to Kristen about it earlier
anyla_walker: umm...alright
phil_bishop2002: this shit really really scares me
anyla_walker: i know hon...it will be ok
phil_bishop2002: all my experiences with this medical "field" have led to bad, bad things happening
anyla_walker: time to have good ones
phil_bishop2002: I hope
anyla_walker: brb...coffee and smoke hon
phil_bishop2002: ok
anyla_walker: back
phil_bishop2002: front
phil_bishop2002: side to side
anyla_walker: bottom top
anyla_walker: *hugs*
phil_bishop2002: I am out of it babe
anyla_walker: is ok
anyla_walker: i'm hoping coffee will help me
phil_bishop2002: heh... Kristen shoiuld be over here soon, we will be talking for a while
anyla_walker: cool? good thing?
phil_bishop2002: should be... she is gonna try and help me work thro this shit... so I can go forward...
anyla_walker: which shit?
phil_bishop2002: this seeing a shrink thing...
phil_bishop2002: I went "manic" this morning
anyla_walker: fun...
phil_bishop2002: the weight of the desision hit me like a ton of bricks thois morning
anyla_walker: what did you do?
phil_bishop2002: just bounced, inna bad way
phil_bishop2002: I actually found myself walking in circles, talking to myself...
phil_bishop2002: it was kind of scary, actually
anyla_walker: *nod* i can see that
phil_bishop2002: it was bad...
anyla_walker: sorry hon
phil_bishop2002: well, I have to get over this...
anyla_walker: yea and you will
phil_bishop2002: yup yup... i just may go, danger to himself and others, crazy, before then...
anyla_walker: ick
anyla_walker: i dunno about that
phil_bishop2002: that is what i am afraid of
anyla_walker: *nod*
anyla_walker: so you are gonna do this thing, eh?
phil_bishop2002: yup... that is the plan
anyla_walker: should be a good thing
phil_bishop2002: I hope, I really do...
phil_bishop2002: if this goes badly, it will prolly brake me in ways I don't even want to contemplate
anyla_walker: well then....we wont let it go badly
phil_bishop2002: riiight, we will see...
anyla_walker: not a whole i can do hon other than encourage and hug...
phil_bishop2002: well, yeah...
phil_bishop2002: couse, I like some of the "therapy" we have had
anyla_walker: heh :)
anyla_walker: if only that could fix it all..
phil_bishop2002: yeah... but, it does help give me the confidence to at least contemplate this...
phil_bishop2002: brb
anyla_walker: k
phil_bishop2002: wow... I weigh 213
anyla_walker: ah damn you
phil_bishop2002: heh
anyla_walker: not too long...not too long
phil_bishop2002: till the 210? hell, I may drop under that
anyla_walker: not you *sniff*
phil_bishop2002: huh???
anyla_walker: til i am there/under
phil_bishop2002: ahhhh
anyla_walker: yep yep
phil_bishop2002: I wanna get under 200... I tghink it would be fabulous
anyla_walker: if i can i wanna hit around 165-170
phil_bishop2002: yuo can hit that easy... well, it will take some work, but, you can...
anyla_walker: i know
phil_bishop2002: my buddy clay is down from 240-ish to 210...
phil_bishop2002: he started 3 months ago...
anyla_walker: if things continue it shouldnt take me that long
phil_bishop2002: he is 5'8"
anyla_walker: hell...it took me around three weeks for twenty and a couple
phil_bishop2002: not bad, keep it up...
anyla_walker: yep yep
phil_bishop2002: are you 6 foot+?
anyla_walker: nope *pout* one inch away
anyla_walker: why?
phil_bishop2002: I thought you were 6 foot... oh well
anyla_walker: why?
phil_bishop2002: talking to Clay about the "body work" the three of us have been doing
phil_bishop2002: he is impressed
anyla_walker: cool
anyla_walker: well i gotta go..shower and all that...*sigh* call me later and lemme know how you are doin?
phil_bishop2002: (Link: http://www.cagedcanuck.com/Clayton,%20Marc,%20Kim.JPG)http://www.cagedcanuck.com/Clayton,%20Marc,%20Kim.JPG
phil_bishop2002: he is the one on the left
anyla_walker: he looks familar
phil_bishop2002: one of my buds from way back, hung with me and Gavin.. hell, gavin lived witgh him
anyla_walker: *shrug* any number of things
anyla_walker: but i do gotta go....later hon
phil_bishop2002: see ya
Session Close (anyla_walker): Wed Jul 02 12:09:12 2003
Session Start (Yahoo! - phil_bishop2002:anyla_walker): Wed Jul 02 12:41:33 2003
anyla_walker: argh...i am a walking ad
anyla_walker: nike shoes, polo pants and a tommy shirt....shoot me
phil_bishop2002: hehehehehe
anyla_walker: If you need me, you should have the number so call.
phil_bishop2002: could be worse...
phil_bishop2002: have fun at school
anyla_walker: yep yep
Session Close (anyla_walker): Wed Jul 02 12:45:28 2003
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