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loloteheSession Start (Yahoo! - phil_bishop2002:anyla_walker): Thu Apr 03 16:07:16 2003
phil_bishop2002: where did the I miss my old life post go???
anyla_walker: what?
anyla_walker: still there
phil_bishop2002: weird... can
phil_bishop2002: "t see it
phil_bishop2002: wow, big typo!
anyla_walker: lemme check
anyla_walker: try now
phil_bishop2002: me no see...
phil_bishop2002: last one is clearing the friends list...
anyla_walker: check under that one
phil_bishop2002: under???
anyla_walker: yea the last one is the newest, look on you friends list
phil_bishop2002: nope, no posty for Phil
anyla_walker: weird...
phil_bishop2002: guess what I am not?
phil_bishop2002: not logged in, that's what...
anyla_walker: ah ha
phil_bishop2002: +24 sword of obviousness...
anyla_walker: Lol
phil_bishop2002: nope... not that...
anyla_walker: hmmm?
phil_bishop2002: still no see it
anyla_walker: you should
anyla_walker: stupid lj
phil_bishop2002: I know, I posted a comment to it earlier...
anyla_walker: try again, I unfriended it
phil_bishop2002: hey hey, I just loaded it...
anyla_walker: all better then
phil_bishop2002: weird... wonder why it wouldn't show ???
anyla_walker: I dunno, you are listed as a friend
phil_bishop2002: yup yup
anyla_walker: *shrug* bug in the system
phil_bishop2002: hey, we need to get some digital pics done of me, when ever we can... I need icons
anyla_walker: well...you would have to come hang out for that
phil_bishop2002: well, yeah, that's what I guess I am saying
anyla_walker: *grin* good!
anyla_walker: we miss the Phil
phil_bishop2002: well, then we try to get the Phil out
anyla_walker: hrmph...you ever try to get that boy outta the house ;)
phil_bishop2002: yeah, it's like he is some kind of hermit or something
phil_bishop2002:
anyla_walker: that's what I've heard
phil_bishop2002: so when?
anyla_walker: whenever you can
phil_bishop2002: well, that doesn't help me... I don't know where to hang out at, and see people randomly now...
anyla_walker: I don't where people hang out either really...mainly the boy's house from what I've seen
phil_bishop2002: ahhhh... well, no promises then
anyla_walker: why not?
phil_bishop2002: ummmm ok, weird phone call from pat
phil_bishop2002: his mom left???
phil_bishop2002: what the hell does that mean?
anyla_walker: what?
phil_bishop2002: and why, was he crying to me?
anyla_walker: er...that's bad
phil_bishop2002: he is coming over at about 9 tonight, after school
anyla_walker: *nod* is he alright?
phil_bishop2002: no idea... I couldn't tell it was him at first... even after reading his name on caller id...
anyla_walker: well...then I wont ask if I can come over then
phil_bishop2002: well, drop by, just, "accidentally"
anyla_walker: well...would he mind?
phil_bishop2002: probably not... if he does, I will take him on walk about
anyla_walker: *nod*
anyla_walker: Jamil says yall are talking about me but wont tell me what
phil_bishop2002: yup yup...
anyla_walker: n/m he told me
phil_bishop2002: yup yup
phil_bishop2002: hey, who else is Jamil gonna ask besides me?
anyla_walker: .....
anyla_walker: true
phil_bishop2002: hell, I think the only reason I didn't get stuck in the friend only group, was cause I was all over the map...
anyla_walker: hmmm?
phil_bishop2002: I was bouncing pretty hard back then...
phil_bishop2002: hey, that night you and Kim ran off with Gavin and Rollins, what happened???
phil_bishop2002: I just got this image of Kim and Gavin, trying ta get busy in an RX7...
anyla_walker: Kim and Rollins fooled around....me and Gavin did the same
anyla_walker: Lol!
phil_bishop2002: ahhh, ok, that makes a lot more sense
phil_bishop2002: can you see the height differences?
phil_bishop2002: wait, you fooled around with GAVIN?!?
anyla_walker: yea...
phil_bishop2002: wow.. ok... that's new info for Phil...
phil_bishop2002: I never heard about that
anyla_walker: *shrug* nothing much happened and only that once
phil_bishop2002: still, I never knew... weird...
phil_bishop2002: how did that happen?
phil_bishop2002: wait, this was during his art fag beret days
phil_bishop2002: "pretty" Gavin.
anyla_walker: yea..more of riff told me not to though
phil_bishop2002: LOL
phil_bishop2002: now it makes sense
anyla_walker: :)
anyla_walker: still don't you meant by bouncing pretty hard
phil_bishop2002: nothing 'bout me was "solid" back then...
anyla_walker: brb
anyla_walker: bak
anyla_walker: no...but why would that keep you outta that category?
phil_bishop2002: cause I was the "borders" friend...
phil_bishop2002: never that close, cause I wasn't always as close as I could have been
phil_bishop2002: but, I was closer than most, cause of the emotions involved...
phil_bishop2002: put me in a weird place, I don't think too many have ended up with you
anyla_walker: explain?
phil_bishop2002: ok, we hung out, but, we never were day to day, every day, always together, ya know?
phil_bishop2002: sooo, every time together meant more
anyla_walker: *nod* I understand that but I didn't understand the I don't think too many would have ended up with you
phil_bishop2002: spending too much time with you is something guys have to watch out for...
phil_bishop2002: 'cause you have a comfort zone
phil_bishop2002: and, there has to be some distancing from that comfort zone, or, it's friend time...
phil_bishop2002: not that the friend zone is a bad place, but, it sucks if one of ya wants more...
phil_bishop2002: it's hard for you to make close friends
anyla_walker: yes....never thought of it that way
anyla_walker: you kept away on purpose?
phil_bishop2002: when you do make close male friends, usually guys you would be happy dating by the way, you don't want to risk losing them, cause they are a few and far between, close friends that is
phil_bishop2002: not really
phil_bishop2002: timing and circumstance
phil_bishop2002: like I said, I was bouncing a lot
anyla_walker: *nod* ok
phil_bishop2002: sooo, make sense now?
anyla_walker: yep yep
phil_bishop2002: sometimes, I think, the only reason we worked out was because we didn't spend all the time together that we could have...
phil_bishop2002: cause I could have ended up being your bestest friend ever, and that would have ruined any chance to be, ultimately, as close as we have been\are
phil_bishop2002: weird huh?
anyla_walker: *nod* yea it is, but I wouldn't really trade it either way
phil_bishop2002: same here babe
phil_bishop2002: sooo, ya see the painful place Jamil is in?
phil_bishop2002: hell, I don't even know what he wants, to be honest
phil_bishop2002: 'course, seeing the way you and I are, even though we don't spend the time together like you and he do, got to be confusing
phil_bishop2002: ok, this is weird...
phil_bishop2002: Mila is talking Diablo2 with mat on the phone, now, I have to play some...
phil_bishop2002: talk to ya later babe
anyla_walker: ok hon, have fun
Session Close (anyla_walker): Thu Apr 03 17:12:33 2003
phil_bishop2002: where did the I miss my old life post go???
anyla_walker: what?
anyla_walker: still there
phil_bishop2002: weird... can
phil_bishop2002: "t see it
phil_bishop2002: wow, big typo!
anyla_walker: lemme check
anyla_walker: try now
phil_bishop2002: me no see...
phil_bishop2002: last one is clearing the friends list...
anyla_walker: check under that one
phil_bishop2002: under???
anyla_walker: yea the last one is the newest, look on you friends list
phil_bishop2002: nope, no posty for Phil
anyla_walker: weird...
phil_bishop2002: guess what I am not?
phil_bishop2002: not logged in, that's what...
anyla_walker: ah ha
phil_bishop2002: +24 sword of obviousness...
anyla_walker: Lol
phil_bishop2002: nope... not that...
anyla_walker: hmmm?
phil_bishop2002: still no see it
anyla_walker: you should
anyla_walker: stupid lj
phil_bishop2002: I know, I posted a comment to it earlier...
anyla_walker: try again, I unfriended it
phil_bishop2002: hey hey, I just loaded it...
anyla_walker: all better then
phil_bishop2002: weird... wonder why it wouldn't show ???
anyla_walker: I dunno, you are listed as a friend
phil_bishop2002: yup yup
anyla_walker: *shrug* bug in the system
phil_bishop2002: hey, we need to get some digital pics done of me, when ever we can... I need icons
anyla_walker: well...you would have to come hang out for that
phil_bishop2002: well, yeah, that's what I guess I am saying
anyla_walker: *grin* good!
anyla_walker: we miss the Phil
phil_bishop2002: well, then we try to get the Phil out
anyla_walker: hrmph...you ever try to get that boy outta the house ;)
phil_bishop2002: yeah, it's like he is some kind of hermit or something
phil_bishop2002:
anyla_walker: that's what I've heard
phil_bishop2002: so when?
anyla_walker: whenever you can
phil_bishop2002: well, that doesn't help me... I don't know where to hang out at, and see people randomly now...
anyla_walker: I don't where people hang out either really...mainly the boy's house from what I've seen
phil_bishop2002: ahhhh... well, no promises then
anyla_walker: why not?
phil_bishop2002: ummmm ok, weird phone call from pat
phil_bishop2002: his mom left???
phil_bishop2002: what the hell does that mean?
anyla_walker: what?
phil_bishop2002: and why, was he crying to me?
anyla_walker: er...that's bad
phil_bishop2002: he is coming over at about 9 tonight, after school
anyla_walker: *nod* is he alright?
phil_bishop2002: no idea... I couldn't tell it was him at first... even after reading his name on caller id...
anyla_walker: well...then I wont ask if I can come over then
phil_bishop2002: well, drop by, just, "accidentally"
anyla_walker: well...would he mind?
phil_bishop2002: probably not... if he does, I will take him on walk about
anyla_walker: *nod*
anyla_walker: Jamil says yall are talking about me but wont tell me what
phil_bishop2002: yup yup...
anyla_walker: n/m he told me
phil_bishop2002: yup yup
phil_bishop2002: hey, who else is Jamil gonna ask besides me?
anyla_walker: .....
anyla_walker: true
phil_bishop2002: hell, I think the only reason I didn't get stuck in the friend only group, was cause I was all over the map...
anyla_walker: hmmm?
phil_bishop2002: I was bouncing pretty hard back then...
phil_bishop2002: hey, that night you and Kim ran off with Gavin and Rollins, what happened???
phil_bishop2002: I just got this image of Kim and Gavin, trying ta get busy in an RX7...
anyla_walker: Kim and Rollins fooled around....me and Gavin did the same
anyla_walker: Lol!
phil_bishop2002: ahhh, ok, that makes a lot more sense
phil_bishop2002: can you see the height differences?
phil_bishop2002: wait, you fooled around with GAVIN?!?
anyla_walker: yea...
phil_bishop2002: wow.. ok... that's new info for Phil...
phil_bishop2002: I never heard about that
anyla_walker: *shrug* nothing much happened and only that once
phil_bishop2002: still, I never knew... weird...
phil_bishop2002: how did that happen?
phil_bishop2002: wait, this was during his art fag beret days
phil_bishop2002: "pretty" Gavin.
anyla_walker: yea..more of riff told me not to though
phil_bishop2002: LOL
phil_bishop2002: now it makes sense
anyla_walker: :)
anyla_walker: still don't you meant by bouncing pretty hard
phil_bishop2002: nothing 'bout me was "solid" back then...
anyla_walker: brb
anyla_walker: bak
anyla_walker: no...but why would that keep you outta that category?
phil_bishop2002: cause I was the "borders" friend...
phil_bishop2002: never that close, cause I wasn't always as close as I could have been
phil_bishop2002: but, I was closer than most, cause of the emotions involved...
phil_bishop2002: put me in a weird place, I don't think too many have ended up with you
anyla_walker: explain?
phil_bishop2002: ok, we hung out, but, we never were day to day, every day, always together, ya know?
phil_bishop2002: sooo, every time together meant more
anyla_walker: *nod* I understand that but I didn't understand the I don't think too many would have ended up with you
phil_bishop2002: spending too much time with you is something guys have to watch out for...
phil_bishop2002: 'cause you have a comfort zone
phil_bishop2002: and, there has to be some distancing from that comfort zone, or, it's friend time...
phil_bishop2002: not that the friend zone is a bad place, but, it sucks if one of ya wants more...
phil_bishop2002: it's hard for you to make close friends
anyla_walker: yes....never thought of it that way
anyla_walker: you kept away on purpose?
phil_bishop2002: when you do make close male friends, usually guys you would be happy dating by the way, you don't want to risk losing them, cause they are a few and far between, close friends that is
phil_bishop2002: not really
phil_bishop2002: timing and circumstance
phil_bishop2002: like I said, I was bouncing a lot
anyla_walker: *nod* ok
phil_bishop2002: sooo, make sense now?
anyla_walker: yep yep
phil_bishop2002: sometimes, I think, the only reason we worked out was because we didn't spend all the time together that we could have...
phil_bishop2002: cause I could have ended up being your bestest friend ever, and that would have ruined any chance to be, ultimately, as close as we have been\are
phil_bishop2002: weird huh?
anyla_walker: *nod* yea it is, but I wouldn't really trade it either way
phil_bishop2002: same here babe
phil_bishop2002: sooo, ya see the painful place Jamil is in?
phil_bishop2002: hell, I don't even know what he wants, to be honest
phil_bishop2002: 'course, seeing the way you and I are, even though we don't spend the time together like you and he do, got to be confusing
phil_bishop2002: ok, this is weird...
phil_bishop2002: Mila is talking Diablo2 with mat on the phone, now, I have to play some...
phil_bishop2002: talk to ya later babe
anyla_walker: ok hon, have fun
Session Close (anyla_walker): Thu Apr 03 17:12:33 2003
