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Apr. 22nd, 2003 08:14 pmSession Start (Yahoo! - phil_bishop2002:anyla_walker): Sun Apr 20 19:49:24 2003
anyla_walker: heyya
phil_bishop2002: yo
phil_bishop2002: you at work?
phil_bishop2002: I hate mopping tiny ass little bathrooms...
phil_bishop2002: especially the cats 'room...
anyla_walker: yech
phil_bishop2002:
phil_bishop2002: at least it is a little cleaner now
anyla_walker: sorry Hon
phil_bishop2002: hey, Mila took upstairs bathroom, Dave is SUPPOSED to do kitchen, I took the catroom
phil_bishop2002: soo, it'
phil_bishop2002: s all good
anyla_walker: feel sorry for all yall, I hate cleaning
phil_bishop2002: well, we split up the rooms, a long time ago, I have just been slackin on the whole moppin thang...
phil_bishop2002: did you get to leave work early?
anyla_walker: tsk tsk
anyla_walker: hell no
phil_bishop2002: heh
anyla_walker: hugo fucked me around until he left...pissed me off
anyla_walker: howd you know I was trying?
phil_bishop2002: sounds normal for that group...
anyla_walker: speaking of which...I need angry music now
phil_bishop2002: you posted it to the LJ, remember?
anyla_walker: not really...heh
phil_bishop2002: yup, you definately need angry music
phil_bishop2002: bored bored bored bored
anyla_walker: :(
phil_bishop2002: so bored, I cleaned something
anyla_walker: well...do something :P
phil_bishop2002: well, like what???
phil_bishop2002: mila took the car to go see her folks for easter dinner, sooo
phil_bishop2002: no gas in the plymouth(don't want to oput any in it either, hate to waste the money) no idea if I have anymoney I can use soo, here I sit
phil_bishop2002: but, I have that giant book I bought... which, I am allready 300 pages into...
phil_bishop2002:
phil_bishop2002: books should last longer...
anyla_walker: they never do
phil_bishop2002: curse my speed reading ways
anyla_walker: damnit...I cant find any really angry music
phil_bishop2002: heh... how angry?
anyla_walker: i'm down right pissy
phil_bishop2002: Rage against the Limp Korn Bizzkuit angry, or, real power thrash, speed metal angry?
anyla_walker: real power thrash
anyla_walker: rage, limp and korn just wont cut it
phil_bishop2002: look for some skate thrash, skate ounk, speed metal stuff on kazaa...
phil_bishop2002: if you can from work...
anyla_walker: not at work
anyla_walker: at home
phil_bishop2002: search for music-->speed metal... see what happens
anyla_walker: well...i;ll go for disturbed right now, not speedy but very angry and killy song
phil_bishop2002: heh
anyla_walker: I was supposed to do something with ann tonight but I was too afraid I would snap at/on her....and I really dont want to do that
phil_bishop2002: speed issa best... you may have 6 strings, but, you only need 4 to be really angry with music
phil_bishop2002: why would you snap at her???
anyla_walker: nothing that she has done....but I am pissy and she would try to be ann, nice and fixy stuff and I dont know if I would snap at her for it
phil_bishop2002: ahhhh ok
anyla_walker: heh...simply put she wouldnt growl back
phil_bishop2002: true, she would get quite, hurt, and sulk...
anyla_walker: and I dont want to do that to her, she gets it enough
phil_bishop2002: yeah, she needs to find a better way of livin with herself...
anyla_walker: *sigh*
phil_bishop2002: then again, I think we all do
anyla_walker: yup
anyla_walker: arent we all doing great?
phil_bishop2002: heh, yup yup
phil_bishop2002: a bunch a real go getter we are
anyla_walker: oh yea...if we could remember what we were go geting
phil_bishop2002: or, why we wanted to go get it...
anyla_walker: yea...funny how that works
phil_bishop2002: yup yup
anyla_walker: how ya feelin?
phil_bishop2002: out of it
anyla_walker: why out of it?
phil_bishop2002: just am...
phil_bishop2002: need stuff...
phil_bishop2002: want stuff
anyla_walker: what stuff?
phil_bishop2002: don't know what it really is, but, I can feel it
anyla_walker: I know that feeling
phil_bishop2002: a lot of "holes" I can feel, but, don't know what is missing...
phil_bishop2002: also, I don't think me and mila are doing ok, but, she doesn't say anything when I try to talk to her, soo, feh... she knows me... tell me when I ask, or, deal with it yourself...
phil_bishop2002: if you won't/can't/don't talk to me about what is bothering ya, I won't let ya hold me responsible for it in the future
anyla_walker: *nod*
phil_bishop2002: she's not one for talking as things happen... she won't "expose" herself, untill she has a handle on it... but, she will hold me "accountable" for it, even tho I don't know what "IT" is...
anyla_walker: i'm sorry hon
phil_bishop2002: no biggie... same issues we have had from the very first night we started hanging out... I can deal with it...
phil_bishop2002: still buggs me tho
anyla_walker: yea, I can see how that would
phil_bishop2002: but, I have loaded up some Reverend Horton... and some cash, and some wacco rangers, sooo, rockabilly will make it all better
anyla_walker: lol
anyla_walker: i've just gone from angry to depressed music...fun
phil_bishop2002: ska, rockabilly, speed metal... classic goth, dance techno, ambient... I like some wierd stuff...
phil_bishop2002: nooooo!
anyla_walker: noooo?
phil_bishop2002: how did the social distortion get in with the rockabilly???
phil_bishop2002: definatley NOT what I wanted to hear right now...
anyla_walker: I did it...I slipped it in
phil_bishop2002: ha!
phil_bishop2002: I knew it!
phil_bishop2002: it IS all your fault!
anyla_walker: you caught me red handed....bound to happen
phil_bishop2002: just took me this long 'cause I am a doofus
anyla_walker: see...everyone else already knew it was all my fault
phil_bishop2002: heh... you and roman...
phil_bishop2002: equally guilty!
anyla_walker: nope...i'm selfish with my guilt...all MINE
phil_bishop2002: heh
phil_bishop2002: oh
phil_bishop2002: my
phil_bishop2002: god
anyla_walker: what?
phil_bishop2002: a rockablly cover of ace of spades, by motorhead...
anyla_walker: lol, I thought something was wrong
phil_bishop2002: it is... this shouldn't sound this god
phil_bishop2002: I mean, damn, it reall really sounds good...
anyla_walker: well...that's a good thing right?
anyla_walker: the sounding good?
phil_bishop2002: yeah, but, it's a cover of a MOTORHEAD song...
anyla_walker: it is allowed
anyla_walker: brb hon...smoke
anyla_walker: back
anyla_walker: it got kinda chilly outside
phil_bishop2002: yes it did... which is a shame... it was good today
anyla_walker: I wouldnt know....fuckers
phil_bishop2002: true
anyla_walker: I want to go somewhere
phil_bishop2002: like where?
anyla_walker: I dont know...I dont want to be around alot of people which cancels out a lot of places
phil_bishop2002: true
anyla_walker: so...I dont know
anyla_walker: which seems to be my freaking line of the year
phil_bishop2002: heh
anyla_walker: talked to jamil some more today
anyla_walker: it went...well it just went
phil_bishop2002: yeah... I think went is as good as it will get for a while
anyla_walker: I swear to god...if they start screaming I am leaving
phil_bishop2002: huh???
anyla_walker: folks
phil_bishop2002: anrgy screamin???
anyla_walker: yea
phil_bishop2002: ooh... ok...
phil_bishop2002: I was "hoping" it was that, not, umm, "happy" screamin...
anyla_walker: not since they had me
phil_bishop2002: wow... ummm, ouch... that sucks, for them
anyla_walker: prolly
phil_bishop2002: time?
phil_bishop2002: you gonna run out?
phil_bishop2002: ya gotta decide soon...
phil_bishop2002: hard to find something to do, much later than now onna sunday night...
anyla_walker: yea
anyla_walker: but dont know what to do, dont want to be alone but not around lots of people
phil_bishop2002: hard to find a middle ground...
anyla_walker: yea I know...i'm just hard to please
phil_bishop2002: heh... and that is deferent from any other woman how?
anyla_walker: *sniff* cause i'm specail...just like veryone else
anyla_walker: you want to run with?
phil_bishop2002: heh, yup, just like me
phil_bishop2002: well, maybe... don't know what
anyla_walker: heyya
phil_bishop2002: yo
phil_bishop2002: you at work?
phil_bishop2002: I hate mopping tiny ass little bathrooms...
phil_bishop2002: especially the cats 'room...
anyla_walker: yech
phil_bishop2002:
phil_bishop2002: at least it is a little cleaner now
anyla_walker: sorry Hon
phil_bishop2002: hey, Mila took upstairs bathroom, Dave is SUPPOSED to do kitchen, I took the catroom
phil_bishop2002: soo, it'
phil_bishop2002: s all good
anyla_walker: feel sorry for all yall, I hate cleaning
phil_bishop2002: well, we split up the rooms, a long time ago, I have just been slackin on the whole moppin thang...
phil_bishop2002: did you get to leave work early?
anyla_walker: tsk tsk
anyla_walker: hell no
phil_bishop2002: heh
anyla_walker: hugo fucked me around until he left...pissed me off
anyla_walker: howd you know I was trying?
phil_bishop2002: sounds normal for that group...
anyla_walker: speaking of which...I need angry music now
phil_bishop2002: you posted it to the LJ, remember?
anyla_walker: not really...heh
phil_bishop2002: yup, you definately need angry music
phil_bishop2002: bored bored bored bored
anyla_walker: :(
phil_bishop2002: so bored, I cleaned something
anyla_walker: well...do something :P
phil_bishop2002: well, like what???
phil_bishop2002: mila took the car to go see her folks for easter dinner, sooo
phil_bishop2002: no gas in the plymouth(don't want to oput any in it either, hate to waste the money) no idea if I have anymoney I can use soo, here I sit
phil_bishop2002: but, I have that giant book I bought... which, I am allready 300 pages into...
phil_bishop2002:
phil_bishop2002: books should last longer...
anyla_walker: they never do
phil_bishop2002: curse my speed reading ways
anyla_walker: damnit...I cant find any really angry music
phil_bishop2002: heh... how angry?
anyla_walker: i'm down right pissy
phil_bishop2002: Rage against the Limp Korn Bizzkuit angry, or, real power thrash, speed metal angry?
anyla_walker: real power thrash
anyla_walker: rage, limp and korn just wont cut it
phil_bishop2002: look for some skate thrash, skate ounk, speed metal stuff on kazaa...
phil_bishop2002: if you can from work...
anyla_walker: not at work
anyla_walker: at home
phil_bishop2002: search for music-->speed metal... see what happens
anyla_walker: well...i;ll go for disturbed right now, not speedy but very angry and killy song
phil_bishop2002: heh
anyla_walker: I was supposed to do something with ann tonight but I was too afraid I would snap at/on her....and I really dont want to do that
phil_bishop2002: speed issa best... you may have 6 strings, but, you only need 4 to be really angry with music
phil_bishop2002: why would you snap at her???
anyla_walker: nothing that she has done....but I am pissy and she would try to be ann, nice and fixy stuff and I dont know if I would snap at her for it
phil_bishop2002: ahhhh ok
anyla_walker: heh...simply put she wouldnt growl back
phil_bishop2002: true, she would get quite, hurt, and sulk...
anyla_walker: and I dont want to do that to her, she gets it enough
phil_bishop2002: yeah, she needs to find a better way of livin with herself...
anyla_walker: *sigh*
phil_bishop2002: then again, I think we all do
anyla_walker: yup
anyla_walker: arent we all doing great?
phil_bishop2002: heh, yup yup
phil_bishop2002: a bunch a real go getter we are
anyla_walker: oh yea...if we could remember what we were go geting
phil_bishop2002: or, why we wanted to go get it...
anyla_walker: yea...funny how that works
phil_bishop2002: yup yup
anyla_walker: how ya feelin?
phil_bishop2002: out of it
anyla_walker: why out of it?
phil_bishop2002: just am...
phil_bishop2002: need stuff...
phil_bishop2002: want stuff
anyla_walker: what stuff?
phil_bishop2002: don't know what it really is, but, I can feel it
anyla_walker: I know that feeling
phil_bishop2002: a lot of "holes" I can feel, but, don't know what is missing...
phil_bishop2002: also, I don't think me and mila are doing ok, but, she doesn't say anything when I try to talk to her, soo, feh... she knows me... tell me when I ask, or, deal with it yourself...
phil_bishop2002: if you won't/can't/don't talk to me about what is bothering ya, I won't let ya hold me responsible for it in the future
anyla_walker: *nod*
phil_bishop2002: she's not one for talking as things happen... she won't "expose" herself, untill she has a handle on it... but, she will hold me "accountable" for it, even tho I don't know what "IT" is...
anyla_walker: i'm sorry hon
phil_bishop2002: no biggie... same issues we have had from the very first night we started hanging out... I can deal with it...
phil_bishop2002: still buggs me tho
anyla_walker: yea, I can see how that would
phil_bishop2002: but, I have loaded up some Reverend Horton... and some cash, and some wacco rangers, sooo, rockabilly will make it all better
anyla_walker: lol
anyla_walker: i've just gone from angry to depressed music...fun
phil_bishop2002: ska, rockabilly, speed metal... classic goth, dance techno, ambient... I like some wierd stuff...
phil_bishop2002: nooooo!
anyla_walker: noooo?
phil_bishop2002: how did the social distortion get in with the rockabilly???
phil_bishop2002: definatley NOT what I wanted to hear right now...
anyla_walker: I did it...I slipped it in
phil_bishop2002: ha!
phil_bishop2002: I knew it!
phil_bishop2002: it IS all your fault!
anyla_walker: you caught me red handed....bound to happen
phil_bishop2002: just took me this long 'cause I am a doofus
anyla_walker: see...everyone else already knew it was all my fault
phil_bishop2002: heh... you and roman...
phil_bishop2002: equally guilty!
anyla_walker: nope...i'm selfish with my guilt...all MINE
phil_bishop2002: heh
phil_bishop2002: oh
phil_bishop2002: my
phil_bishop2002: god
anyla_walker: what?
phil_bishop2002: a rockablly cover of ace of spades, by motorhead...
anyla_walker: lol, I thought something was wrong
phil_bishop2002: it is... this shouldn't sound this god
phil_bishop2002: I mean, damn, it reall really sounds good...
anyla_walker: well...that's a good thing right?
anyla_walker: the sounding good?
phil_bishop2002: yeah, but, it's a cover of a MOTORHEAD song...
anyla_walker: it is allowed
anyla_walker: brb hon...smoke
anyla_walker: back
anyla_walker: it got kinda chilly outside
phil_bishop2002: yes it did... which is a shame... it was good today
anyla_walker: I wouldnt know....fuckers
phil_bishop2002: true
anyla_walker: I want to go somewhere
phil_bishop2002: like where?
anyla_walker: I dont know...I dont want to be around alot of people which cancels out a lot of places
phil_bishop2002: true
anyla_walker: so...I dont know
anyla_walker: which seems to be my freaking line of the year
phil_bishop2002: heh
anyla_walker: talked to jamil some more today
anyla_walker: it went...well it just went
phil_bishop2002: yeah... I think went is as good as it will get for a while
anyla_walker: I swear to god...if they start screaming I am leaving
phil_bishop2002: huh???
anyla_walker: folks
phil_bishop2002: anrgy screamin???
anyla_walker: yea
phil_bishop2002: ooh... ok...
phil_bishop2002: I was "hoping" it was that, not, umm, "happy" screamin...
anyla_walker: not since they had me
phil_bishop2002: wow... ummm, ouch... that sucks, for them
anyla_walker: prolly
phil_bishop2002: time?
phil_bishop2002: you gonna run out?
phil_bishop2002: ya gotta decide soon...
phil_bishop2002: hard to find something to do, much later than now onna sunday night...
anyla_walker: yea
anyla_walker: but dont know what to do, dont want to be alone but not around lots of people
phil_bishop2002: hard to find a middle ground...
anyla_walker: yea I know...i'm just hard to please
phil_bishop2002: heh... and that is deferent from any other woman how?
anyla_walker: *sniff* cause i'm specail...just like veryone else
anyla_walker: you want to run with?
phil_bishop2002: heh, yup, just like me
phil_bishop2002: well, maybe... don't know what